40 year old Man trapped in my body
Here lately I've been thinking I have a 40 year-old man trapped in my body. Don't get me wrong, I've always been rather "momish", but recently it is amazing if I make it up past 10 pm.
Not only that, but I am up at 6 am to make coffee, watch the "Trading Block", and walk the dog. Instead of downloading fun music and looking at perezhilton I am googling currency trading and the stock market. My Friday nights are filled with "Deadliest Catch" reruns and passing out over a glass of red. What happened to the fun person that I used to be?
I can't even make it out anymore! The past few times we've tried to go out after weddings or whatnot, I don't even make it! The only thing that sounds good to me is going home and going to BED!
I don't know what it is ... I guess I am just over the whole "living like a college student" phase. I am more concerned with getting engaged, decorating a house, and getting a big-girl job. What happened to my former self who would karaoke an interpretive dance to "Pour Some Sugar on Me" with an audience?